So sorry to hear that, Teresa. Recognizing where you’re at right now is important but life is too short to stay miserable. I would encourage you to begin identifying what it is you do want…for yourself and your life. I tell my daughters often: your life is about you and no one else. If you don’t like the choices you’ve made, then make another choice. It’s not a mistake, it’s a life lesson. And every time you make a life choice that is true to who you are and what you want, you are making a stronger and more incredible YOU in the process!! Sending peace and light your way, girlfriend!!!